I dont know....so much....

This is one of those spells when I break away from my routine. Just realised how I still dont know so much..how still people and situations surprise me..and hence this blog..my first one..

What do I look for in life? A bright future, good family and friends, good lifestyle and love? But these things are so temporary..they really are. They go away any time and then I am left wondering is this what I want??? n then I think and think and then they come back and I move on as earlier..again till they go away. Are these external things the only source of happiness for me?I think NO!! But then, when they disappear....when my job sucks, when my friends are far off, when there is no love to love, why am I lost??Is destiny in my own hands or is it already destined??I dont know ......

And is life all about finding answers to these questions or are there no answers and this is how I ought to live?

I don't know....so much!